Ok, so maybe it wasn't a very infested summer and my friend's name isn't Terry... but you know what I mean. Me and my friend have known each other since we were six. We just hit it off and I don't have a memory of the next five years without her in it.
Then I moved away but we remained 'friends'... like you can only be with people who have known you since forever. We went from Barbies to Lego to boys. We wrote long letters. We stayed in touch even when we weren't in touch. We spent whole nights awake talking talking talking every time we met. People thought we were sisters. In a way we are more than that. She knows everything about me. She read at my wedding. She's the godmother of one of my children. She's smart and beautiful and has great style. She sends me books to read and always gets it right. She's full of energy and enthusiasm. She has a wonderful soul.
She's my best friend.
So when I saw her crying, her heart shattered and ripped from her chest., unable to understand and accept what had happened... I could only hold her tight, but I would have done anything to give back her back what had been taken away.
Me and my friend have been to three Bruce Springsteen's concert together already. Last Saturday it would have been our fourth. We'd bought the tickets months ago and were counting the days, ready to lose our voice singing out loud, laughing, and talking talking talking the night away again.
Instead she flew back home, alone, trying to make sense of a death that is untimely as it is senseless.
I missed her that night. It wasn't the same without her, but I sang a little bit louder, I hope she heard me.